betweendoublej

Sometimes the head rules the heart and sometimes the heart rules the head—it’s a constant struggle to work out which one is right. I question things a lot and sometimes that leads me to self-sabotage, and to be in denial about the opportunity of happiness in front of my own eyes. Sometimes it’s easier to take the route of pain and let the ego overrule all. Sometimes you get trapped in a moment and it gives you some clarity. "Never Be Like You” is one of those moments: a split second of attraction that turns into the realization that what I already have or have had is far more real and meaningful than what’s happening in that moment. Relationships are like everything in life, just because you’re deeply in love with a person it doesn’t stop you from being blinded momentarily by someone else. It’s trying to recognize that trait and fight that instinct that I’m getting at here. We all make mistakes, every one of us. And if you love someone and they truly love you, you would hope they can accept you with all those flaws that every single one of us has. Here the realization stage has hit home and I’m just wanting reassurance and forgiveness from the person that really has my heart. There’s no such thing as perfection, but we can all try to be better people, can’t we?